Lot of reasons why I lost the money at the end there and from now on those reasons are going to be very limited. Feel under pressure because I have plans to go somewhere so I don't play as well is a main one and the other is messed up sleeping patterns. Should not have lost all that money after getting it back but I really just don't think ahead anymore. Am completely just going for a big score and I am an idiot. Have a job for the next 2 months so the poker is going to be limited but I am going to play a lot after january again to try for this goal. Kind of have given up for no reason really, haha. Hope all is good for all you blog readers out there xx
22nd December
3 hours ago



